In my darkest days when things felt grim
I saw you standing as light grew dim
In my darkest days when I tried to figure
If it was good to pull the trigger
I couldn’t understand my life
I didn’t know why life was strife
I ached and grinded through the pain
Are my thoughts so totally vain
Can I still look and see a dream
of a world that’s bright and clean
and a river to wash away
all the poisons of today
Darkness creeps over me
I know my fellow man should be free
Not banged up in some useless hole
A prison for the dying soul
I live in hope but not in greed that my
Soul will soon be free
That the dark will go away
And kill the madness gone astray
Who is there to trust but you
For so many have not a clue
Of the plan to curb our lust and to turn us to
a speck of dust
I walked alone but where I went I
Knew that each time I spent
It would take me
Close to the truth the one that said
Don’t take my roof
Each time we doubt and turn away
And shut out the light of the day
Each time we neglect to hear
Brings more and more fear
I thought the fear had gone away
But it haunts my dreams today
The dreams of hope that I once enjoyed
now make me mad, cross annoyed